About Kristen Scott

"I Feel Nothing, Nothing At All" is about my husband who committed suicide. One of the things he said to me in the time leading up to the incident was, “I feel nothing.” He said he felt nothing for me or his kids. I took it more personally rather than as a red flag. I didn’t understand what he was saying and I could see he loved his children, so then I took it as he felt nothing for me. Little did I know he was crying out for help that day and he wasn’t meaning he didn’t love me, he felt like he loved me and the kids, but felt nothing, so he was concerned and scared.This was a warning sign that I didn’t understand until it was too late. My reason for writing the song and creating a video to go along with it is to help depict not only my experience, but the experiences of anyone who suffers from depression or a mental health illness. I want to help remove the stigma associated with suicide, as well as draw attention to the warning signs so that others will be more aware of how to help prevent it within themselves or their loved ones. Ira was a man who loved his kids and family. He was gentle, kind, soft spoken, patient, and he always had a smile on his face. No one could see that he was fighting an internal battle. He just looked happy and tried to deal with his pain alone behind closed doors. I never thought he was depressed or that he was having suicidal thoughts. His smile masked it all, which is the scariest part. How many people are in our lives pretending, masking their true feelings and thoughts, lying to their loved ones, fighting an internal battle and struggling with suicidal ideation? We really don’t know what someone is hiding, who’s too scared to talk or share their diagnosis of having a mental illness or fearing they have a mental illness. They then try to fight it on their own in fear of people finding out and judging them, analyzing them or leaving them. This is the stigma around mental illness. Communication is the most important thing in everybody’s life. May we all learn to truly listen to others and may we all be brave enough to share our truth, pain, fears and struggles, instead of putting a smile on our face and pretending everything’s okay. Say something instead. It will save your life or someone else's. If you or someone you know is struggling, resources are available through: Talk Suicide Canada: https://talksuicide.ca/ Kids Help Phone: https://kidshelpphone.ca/ Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (Press 1) Music by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics by: Kristen Scott Produced by: Stuart MacQuarrie & Kristen Scott Recorded and Mixed by: Stuart MacQuarrie Videographer: Stuart MacQuarrie Video Director: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Video Editor: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5C0dJjZbihSWdA9UPv4F65?si=d49a46fb101b43b9 AppleMusic/iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-feel-nothing-nothing-at-all-single/1650899013 AmazonMusic: https://music.amazon.ca/albums/B0BK3ZPNNH?marketplaceId=ART4WZ8MWBX2Y&musicTerritory=CA&ref=dm_sh_rZ83sGM3vdR0z28Y5ur4fxVXV Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kristenscottmusicyyc/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kristenscottmusicyyc Lyrics: I feel nothing, nothing at all. You said nothing, nothing at all. What have you done? How could you bear so much pain? What pushed you to it? How could you conceal it? Blinded by love, Forever safe in your arms. I couldn’t see it, I could never believe it. I used to be fearless, Not afraid of anything, Until I saw you lifeless there. I loved you completely, And I gave you everything, And still you left me unaware. I feel nothing, nothing at all. You said nothing, nothing at all. Helplessly numb, Your battle hidden from view. No one could see it, No one could believe it. We’ll never have the answers, But the question still remains, What led you to your despair? We loved you completely, And we gave you everything, And still you left us unaware. I feel nothing, nothing at all. You said nothing, nothing at all. You, you had so many choices. You, you had so much to fight for. We’ll never know how we lost you, All our lives have changed, How could you say, Nothing at all? I feel nothing, nothing at all. You said nothing, nothing at all. I feel nothing, nothing at all. You said nothing, nothing at all. I feel nothing, nothing at all. You said nothing, nothing at all. #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #saysomething #ifeel #depression #loss #grief #canadianmusic #canadianmusician #speakup

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4cCgGuHafKnQ6muRCln1PD?si=RvTrPpAiThWr11eflM-Gyg AppleMusic/iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/weve-been-blessed-single/1645643416 AmazonMusic: https://music.amazon.ca/albums/B0BDRCDHCL?marketplaceId=ART4WZ8MWBX2Y&musicTerritory=CA&ref=dm_sh_P4VC1gRZQJpo3dE3BZsmnvReZ SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-860050636/weve-been-blessed?si=93dcced41cf94f2f82bbe5125ea2874d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kristenscottmusicyyc/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kristenscottmusicyyc Music by: Kristen Scott, Aria Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics by: Kristen Scott & Aria Scott Produced by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Recorded and Mixed by: Stuart MacQuarrie Videographer: Stuart MacQuarrie Video Editor: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics: Can you hear God's whispers, rising in the wind? Can you see God's blessing in the palm of your hand? Can you taste the sweetness, He gives us everyday? Can you feel His presence? He'll never walk away. My faith is strong, We are children of God. And we rise in His Holy light. We've been blessed, With a life full of love. We've been blessed, By our Saviour above. We are never alone, He is always by our side. We walk through life, With His Son by our side. Filled with His light, We are guided through life. And we won't be afraid, We've been blessed. Can you hear God's answers, when you take the time to pray? Can you see God's glory, at the break of each day? Can you sense His power, from the earth up to the stars? Can you feel His kindness, what's His is also ours? My faith is strong, We are children of God. And we rise in His Holy light. We've been blessed, With a life full of love. We've been blessed, By our Saviour above. We are never alone, He is always by our side. We walk through life, With His Son by our side. Filled with His light, We are guided through life. And we won't be afraid, And we won't be afraid. We've been blessed, With a life full of love. We've been blessed, By our Saviour above. We are never alone, He is always by our side. We walk through life, With His Son by our side. Filled with His light, We are guided through life. And we won't be afraid, And we won't be afraid. We've been blessed. #kristenscottmusic #wevebeenblessed #god #jesuschrist #saviour #lds #christianmusic #inspirational

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4EVlTqiIvVUpuqQXveRCpZ?si=09ae19bad1e04a93 Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/let-christmas-fill-your-heart-single/1596198730 SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-860050636/let-christmas-fill-your-heart?si=77e5ef0b39954ee7b662f64dc9e73363 AmazonMusic: https://music.amazon.ca/albums/B09M5WWYRK?marketplaceId=ART4WZ8MWBX2Y&musicTerritory=CA&ref=dm_sh_yQ6ZzsHbTHl0GEyJ7wuwiXZcG&trackAsin=B09M5XTC6G Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kristenscottmusicyyc/ Music by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics by: Kristen Scott Produced by: Stuart MacQuarrie & Kristen Scott Recorded and Mixed by: Stuart MacQuarrie Videographer: Stuart MacQuarrie Editor: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie "Let Christmas Fill Your Heart" was written in loving memory of my husband and mother who passed away in 2018, and whose joy we will always feel in our hearts at Christmas. I was also inspired to write this song to help ease the pain of those missing loved ones, during the holidays and how hard it can be to celebrate without people, who are no longer with us. May peace be with you always. Special Thanks to: - Moriah Moore - The Leishman's - The McLean's - Laura Jones LYRICS: "LET CHRISTMAS FILL YOUR HEART" Snow is falling all around, Glistening as it coats the ground. Everything is lightness, Everything is full of bliss. Candy canes and mistletoe, Everyone can see their glow. As happiness, fills their souls. Gazing at the Christmas lights, Thinking of the Holy Nights. Decorations, Christmas trees, Gatherings, festivities. Santa's coming on his sleigh, Children know he's on his way. Stockings hung expectantly, Gifts appearing magically. 'Tis the season to give the gift of kindness. 'Tis the season for receiving the gift of love. And I wish you a Merry Christmas, And I hope you feel the joy. Though many are alone, Many hearts are torn, Many loved ones have gone. And though it can be hard, I hope you still let Christmas, Fill your heart. Carolers are singing loud, "Joy to the World" rings through the crowd. Deck the halls and silent nights, Jingle bells and all is bright. Church bells ring, nativities. Children raise for charities, Candles lit for Christ the King. 'Tis the season to give the gift of kindness. 'Tis the season for receiving the gift of love. And I wish you a Merry Christmas, And I hope you feel the joy. Though many are alone, Many hearts are torn, Many loved ones have gone. And though it can be hard, I hope you still let Christmas, Fill your heart. Peace be with you, Peace stay with you, Let it comfort you, Guide and renew. And I wish you a Merry Christmas, And I hope you feel the joy. Though many are alone, Many hearts are torn, Many loved ones have gone. And though it can be hard, I hope you still let Christmas, Fill your heart. -- #Christmas#ChristmasMusic#Inspirational#LetChristmasFillYourHeart#Christian#ChristianMusic#Holiday#Peace#Joy#Hope

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1FJGojbiNfDbbSFY64gm0b?si=uUfOxvSBTaWGFAsS-n2f8g AppleMusic/iTunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/its-christmastime/1596501337?i=1596501338 AmazonMusic: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09M946NTY/ref=dm_ws_tlw_trk1 SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-860050636/its-christmastime?si=c22a143dcb8f42abad3a0383656a52a4&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kristenscottmusicyyc/ Santa Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/calgarysanta/ Music by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Produced by: Stuart MacQuarrie & Kristen Scott Recorded and Mixed by: Stuart MacQuarrie Editor: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie In this Video: Friends and Family xo Lyrics: It’s Christmastime Verse One: December nights, Bright Christmas lights, It’s Christmas time, again. Crisp, cold air, And frosted hair, There’s a magical feel in the wind. Presents wrapped with shiny bows, 2 and 3 feet tall. Shoppers stacked like dominoes, At another over crowded mall. Pre-Chorus: Everyone, come gather round, The lights are up all over town. Bells all ring, And choirs sing, So, come and dance with me. Chorus: Cause, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Holiday trains start comin’ through, But you won’t hear no Christmas blues. Cause, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Deck the halls, And Fa la la la’s, It’s finally Christmastime. Verse Two: Sweater shopping at The Bay, Skiing and chalets. Sleigh rides to The Jubilee, For another nutcracker ballet. Pre-Chorus: Everyone, come gather round, The lights are up all over town. Bells all ring, And choirs sing, So, come and dance with me. Chorus: Cause, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Holiday trains start comin’ through, But you won’t hear no Christmas blues. Cause, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Deck the Halls, And Fa la la la’s, It’s finally Christmastime. Bridge: So, as we spend this time together, Remember the days that have come and gone. We wish good health, peace and love to each other. And happiness the whole year long. Chorus: Cause, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Holiday trains start comin’ through, But you won’t hear no Christmas blues. Cause, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Deck the Halls, And Fa la la la’s, It’s finally Christmastime. Final Chorus: Yes, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Holiday trains start comin’ through, But you won’t hear no Christmas blues. Cause, it’s Christmastime, Oh, it’s Christmastime. Deck the Halls, And Fa la la la’s, It’s finally Christmastime. #Christmas#ItsChristmastime#ChristmasMusic#HolidayMusic#Holiday#DecktheHalls

Get it on: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4yT6RsKWWeyjuAnwpVVTy0?si=8f42a857d7144929 Apple Music/iTunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/little-one-single/1569674841 AmazonMusic: https://www.amazon.com/Little-One/dp/B095XHXR4K/ SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-860050636/kristen-scott-little-one?si=c058acfae37d48168a9de5d9f5e5d784 Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kristenscottmusicyyc/ Music by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics by: Kristen Scott Produced by: Stuart MacQuarrie & Kristen Scott Recorded and Mixed by: Stuart MacQuarrie Videographer: Kristen Scott, Stuart MacQuarrie, Vanessa Scott, & Moriah Moore Editor: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie "Little One" is an affirmation written for my daughter to always remember to be brave and to never give up. Lyrics: Spin around, spin around, spin around, My little girl. Never lose hope, keep your faith, Know yourself and who you are. Spread your wings, little one. Know your light, And let it shine for everyone. Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around. Be kind, little one. Know your heart, can change the lives, surrounding you. Know your loved, little one. Nothing you do will ever change my love for you. Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around. Be brave, little one. When you fall, rise up and you stand tall. Dream big, little one. Know life and all it holds for you. And never give up, never give up, never give up. Never give up, never give up, never give up. Never give up, never give up, never give up. Never give up, never give up, never give up. This is my wish, my prayer, my plea for you. To hold these memories and innocence with you. And can I hold you longer than I do? Time be kind, time be longer, Time be true, time be kinder. Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around. Always pray, little one. Know that God is always there, And He knows you. You’re never alone, never alone, never alone. You’re never alone, never alone, never alone. You’re never alone, never alone, never alone. You’re never alone, never alone, never alone. Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around, Spin around, spin around, spin around. Spin around, spin around, spin around, my little girl. #inspirational #affirmations #wish #pray #prayer #hope #faith #dreambig #bebrave #bekind #nevergiveup #neverlosehope #neveralone #spreadyourwings #standtall #knowyourself #knowyourworth #littleone #mylittlegirl #spin #time #riseup #god #christianmusic #kristenscottmusic

Get it on: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7IdtDuCHcZaUvJOeDvO2sf?si=Sylokd4RQ-C_nv1GxcTdNQ Apple Music/iTunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/i-love-you-more-single/1569586564 AmazonMusic: https://music.amazon.ca/albums/B095XJRWX3?marketplaceId=ART4WZ8MWBX2Y&musicTerritory=CA&ref=dm_sh_32CWKQiQhlpvhpqCYTqfwJ4ck&trackAsin=B095XJYX3S SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-860050636/kristen-scott-i-love-you-more?si=82044a374e804c249b2fdc8fa08db66f Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com Music by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics by: Kristen Scott Produced by: Stuart MacQuarrie & Kristen Scott Recorded and Mixed by: Stuart MacQuarrie Videographer: Stuart MacQuarrie Editor: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie "I Love You More" was written for my son, as a lullaby, to comfort him and soothe him to sleep after his dad passed away. "I love you. I love you more." This is something we say to each other and many people say to loved ones. It's a beautiful and meaningful sentiment. Lyrics: There are angels among you, Everywhere that you go. They watch and they guide you, You're not alone. So, sleep my child, Da da da, da doh, And always remember, I love you more. Dream of all the goodness, That life brings to you. See all of your glory, Dream big and stay true. So, sleep my child, Da da da, da doh, And always remember, I love you more. And one day you'll leave, And have a life of your own. In my heart you'll stay with me, Where you go will feel like home. So, sleep my child, Da da da, da doh, And always remember, I love you more. And I hope you know, How amazing you are. Cause you're my whole world, And I am yours. So, sleep my child, Da da da, da doh, And always remember, I love you more. So, let your life take you, Where you want it to go. And always remember, I love you more. So, I hope you know, How amazing you are. Cause you're my whole world, And I am yours. So, sleep my child, Da da da, da doh, And always remember, I love you more. I love you more, I love you more, I love you more, I love you more. So, sleep my child, Da da da, da doh, And always remember, I love you more. There are angels among you, Everywhere that you go. They watch and they guide you, You're not alone. So, sleep my child, Da da da, da doh. And always remember, I love you more. #Inspirational#Affirmation#Lullabye#ILoveYouMore#ChildSong

A love song about finding love and being in love. #wedding #firstdance #love Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0z5H7gJaSHyuWnVIrhNJaT?si=QD0tHa4PS3G2Zbvv50I9lA AppleMusic/iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/thats-how-i-know/1626358065?i=1626358066 AmazonMusic: https://music.amazon.ca/albums/B0B2FCLQG5?marketplaceId=ART4WZ8MWBX2Y&musicTerritory=CA&ref=dm_sh_9GR4QbSmC8uQ0KATCvP6XvA81&trackAsin=B0B2FDCW8K SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-860050636/thats-how-i-know?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kristenscottmusicyyc/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kristenscottmusicyyc Music by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Lyrics by: Kristen Scott & Stuart MacQuarrie Produced by: Stuart MacQuarrie & Kristen Scott Recorded and Mixed by: Stuart MacQuarrie LYRICS: That’s How I Know I don’t know what you see, Looking in my eyes. But it shines in your smile, Every time. And I don’t know what you hear, When I call your name, But your face it tells me, Just the same. And ohhhhh That’s how I know, How much you love me, And oh, how loved you feel. Never need to worry, I know it’s real. The way it shows, That’s how I know. I don’t know how you feel, When you take my hand. But I’ll never let go, You’re my best friend. And I don’t know how you found me. And I don’t know why you chose me. But I’ll spend the rest of my life, Living through your eyes, You’re everything to me. That’s how I know, How much you love me, And oh, how loved you feel. Never need to worry, I know it’s real. You know it’s real. The way it shows, That’s how I know.

"Beautiful You" Music & Words by: Kristen Scott (In loving memory of my husband Ira Tuepah (April 23, 1986-May 27, 2018) who lost his life to suicide. Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7mnLxL6Fi8e8ZSAnrhkOPp?si=575f95c74733473e AppleMusic/ITunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/beautiful-you-single/1618162565 SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-860050636/01-beautiful-you?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing Website: https://www.kristenscottmusic.com Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kristenscottmusicyyc/ #mentalillnessawareness#depression#suicide#nevergiveup#speakup#belltalk#hope#beautifulyou#neverforgotten#alwaysinourhearts Lyrics: Beautiful, beautiful you, Beautiful, beautiful you, You were so lovely when you smiled. Beautiful, beautiful you, Beautiful, beautiful you, You were so lovely when you smiled. And I don’t have the words to say, How much I miss you, In this life. And I can’t explain, How much you changed our lives for the better, again and again. Beautiful, beautiful you, Beautiful, beautiful you, You were so lovely when you smiled. And birds sang in your treetops, Flowers grew for you. Life sang your song, It sang your song. Beautiful, beautiful you, Beautiful, beautiful you, You make life sing your song. And we thank our God for you. For everything you believed in, For everything you were. We’ll never forget, We’ll never forget. Beautiful, beautiful you, Beautiful, beautiful you, You make life sing your song, Life sings your song. So let your soul shine, Let your soul shine. Before we part. Before we part. So, let your soul shine, Let your soul shine, Before we part. Beautiful, beautiful you, Beautiful, beautiful you, You make life sing your song. Life sings your song. So, this is your day, This is your day, We celebrate you. We celebrate you. Beautiful, beautiful you, Beautiful, beautiful you, You were so lovely when you smiled.